Just Being Myself...

Tuesday, 24 April 2007
The only time I allow Myself to feel is when I'm pissed or stoned...

How can I take that away from Myself?

It's when I Almost let Myself be happy.

I'm dead without it. There's No other supplement.

I rule it. I choose it.

Or else I'd be different.

I mustn't want to be different After All.

I don't change Anything...

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  At 26 April 2007 at 13:54 Anonymous Anonymous said:
This was really sad, in an understandable kind of way.
Reality has to be a pretty good place to want to be there all the time....and if it isn't....and there's an alternative?

So many people have addictions...a means of escape. Be it drugs, alcohol, shopping, sex, gambling, lying, smoking, dieting, eating...the list is endless. And if you're unfortunate enough to have an addictive personality (which I have), there will always be something to battle and feel shitty about.

It's all about feeling good versus feeling bad.
Feeling normal versus feeling abnormal.
Feeling yourself versus feeling someone else. (hehehe...I like that one!)

How the hell do youmake yourself feel feel different, while still feeling like yourself?

God knows....


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