It's My Time...

Wednesday, 7 May 2008
You say you're moving on with your life.

Then fucking Start.

By not coming backwards.

Leave me the fuck alone.

I haven't deserved Any of this shit that you continue to give me.

I slept like a baby when you weren't beside me.

I'm ready to let this go now. Once and for all.

It's fucking My time.



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Friday, 18 April 2008

The thing is...

I've got one hundred other people in my ear telling Me how great I am. How fantastic.

So why the fuck do I listen to You?

Why should Any of you get the best part of Me?

So you can destroy that as well? Go on. Call me a Fucked up Person.

One more time.

It'll be the last thing you ever get to say.

I'm not that unhappy. Why would I be?

I'm on drugs.

If you are right then I'm in denial.

The Meaning Of Life?

To keep going until you can't anymore.

I'm just a part of the pecking order. People throw me their scraps.

I'm not mental. I just think differently to You.

What I've neglected to tell you I'll keep to Myself from now on.

Am I really such a fuckwit that You'd leave me and say you'd call DOCS on me?

That my Mother and Sisters would back you up?

They're not saying that I'm fucked. They're saying that I am fucked for staying with you.

I should let you go. Once and for all.

You are no longer mine. I'm no longer yours.

Plan your life without me in it. You can't even go to the donut shop on your own.

You thought u=you hated me before? You ain't seen nothing yet.

Yesterday I thought you said you loved me.

Now I know how wrong I am. You can want Me back next time.

It's a fucking relief when you are gone.

You can hate me as long as you like but you won't see Little Son destitute and living poorly.

He's already better off with you gone.

I will undergo a lie detector test if I have to prove Everything I say is Truth.

I will sleep better tonight cos you're not here.

Zero you say can hurt Me anymore.


Bitter & Twisted 11:26 am, | 1 comments

Life Speaks...

Monday, 31 March 2008
Life speaks to Me.

It tells me to hurry up and do something with my life.

If only to escape the one I have...

I don't know you. That's what makes me suspicious.

Who the hell are You to have forgotten Me?
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The Bottom Line Is...

Thursday, 14 February 2008
The Bottom Line is...

I don't want somebody who doesn't want Me.

I gave you the benefit of the doubt.

I believed you when you said you wouldn't lie to me again.

You didn't prove me wrong; everything I believed to be true and would happen; it has.

I've played the victim as long as I've known you; there are reasons why and you know

what they are because you largely caused them.

I don't need your fucking favours.

Or your invalid reasons and excuses.

You can shove them up your well-fucked arse.


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Second Chance...

Tuesday, 29 January 2008
I told you to think of this as a Second Chance.

And You told Me you were the one who keeps coming home to This...

Yet I wasn't the one who broke down and cried.

I won't chase after you.



Bitter & Twisted 11:17 am, | 0 comments

Contrary To Belief...

Monday, 14 January 2008
I can't be fucked trying to change your mind about Me.

If I'm fucked; then I'm a Retard. Like you say.

So go on. Leave Me. Again ...

Whenever you're good and fucking ready.

You aren't doing me any favours by staying. I don't have to justify your jealousy.

You are the one who needs to sit down and think about your behaviour and motives. You are a control freak. Who's lost it.

Don't come back to my bed again. I don't fucking Need you. You haven't even tried to figure this shit out.

If it's all my fault then I'm sick of hearing it. Leave Me the fuck Alone.

You lose.


I hope you wake up at 3.30 and can't sleep.

Find Independence at your Mother's house.

I'm only broke because I took little Son camping to the beach.

I'm not jealous of You; or anybody that you spend time with.

You mean shit. Compared to how I feel about our Kids.

I will leave you in an instant if you call me a Retard again.

I'm not fucked up but I'm better than You and you fucking KNOW it.

That's the only reason you have a problem with Me. Because I'm fucking smarter.

I can't educate you. I'm not a fucking teacher.

You either get it . Or you don't.

You don't believe me about how I feel. And worse; you don't fucking care when I tell you.

There's no hope left for Us. We will go around in fucking circles until you realise this.

Why can I talk to Mac and Twink about this and They get it?

And you don't?

Thanks for the memories. You are a fucking saint.

Do you want appreciation?

Then start fucking earning it.


Bitter & Twisted 11:42 am, | 0 comments

For Good...

Wednesday, 5 December 2007
Seventeen years ago I went to a party and didn't go home.

Until today.

I've never been so sure that it is over.

This time.

It's for good.


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You're The Ugliest Chick I've Ever Fucked...

Wednesday, 21 November 2007
The more I pull away from you the less I want .

The more you pull away the more you want from me.

The more you pull the more I give.

I'm sick of giving it to you.

You don't deserve my love. Husband.

Not after the things you say.


Bitter & Twisted 6:38 am, | 1 comments

I Will Love You Then...

Wednesday, 31 October 2007
I want You to find your way back to Me.

I don't care if it takes a week or a year.

I will love you Then, too.


Bitter & Twisted 11:12 pm, | 0 comments

This Shit...No More.

Thursday, 25 October 2007
I'm sorry I've not kept up well in the last few months; besides work this Shit has been all consuming.

It came to a head last Monday and it's final.

No more Me and Him.

Crazy hey?


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